This blog is about my life in the wake of sexual trauma: the mundane and the mushroom clouds
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Girlfriend comeback
Although we had fight over the weekend, Girlfriend is coming up my way. We've been debating going to the beach or going to a bread and breakfast. Hopefully, that will be the toughest decision I have to make this week.
Can I ask you something? But you can tell me to fuck off if you don't want to answer but after all, you are anonymous and I am too.
Have you been able to make love to her since the attack? I'm asking out of sheer curiosity and because that's one of the thing, as a survivor that terrifies me. I am able to fuck without feelings but it destroys me but making love, with love and trust I have not been able to in over 4 years. :(
I'm serial posting while reading through your archives, so if you want to email or whatever, let me know K?
I specialize in dealing with rape and issues of intense personal trauma, but as my stock has rose, I've been forced to branch out. I operate primarily on the East Coast.
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Happy to hear this.
Can I ask you something? But you can tell me to fuck off if you don't want to answer but after all, you are anonymous and I am too.
Have you been able to make love to her since the attack? I'm asking out of sheer curiosity and because that's one of the thing, as a survivor that terrifies me. I am able to fuck without feelings but it destroys me but making love, with love and trust I have not been able to in over 4 years. :(
I'm serial posting while reading through your archives, so if you want to email or whatever, let me know K?
Thanks
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